Should I be embarred About crying in front of friends?

I was over at my friends house and we were drinking we were having a good time and some how we got on the subject of death and I started talking about my niece that died of brain cancer when she was 6, I started crying and rambling on and I also cried while her husband was there. There my best friends and I'm kind if a tough guy. Was it bad to do so I was super wasted and I couldn't look them in the eye but everything was normal the next day should I avoid them or apologize for doing that